Scary day. Tried to move into my new place and found my brothers’ desire to help (though promised to me) wanting. Excuses and feigned anger from little bro, ignorance from older. Mom gets upset again at state of house. Both brothers end up leaving completely. Little one scares me… I don’t know where he is, who he’s with or what he’s going to do. Have read some of his writings and he is a lonely, lost soul hungry for purpose. I hope he finds it in the right place in such a delicate time. I nearly hit what looked like an old hay cart on I-205. Exhausted for once in a long while, a bit down. May tomorrow bring better news and happier tidings. Signing off in my new place.